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You were my first love i thought everything of you you treated me as the queen of your life you convinced me that everything would be alright you kept my soul at ease you stole the key to my heart and returned it to me in pieces now locked with out questions you left me hear to cry i just wondering how you live with your self knowing you broke a young love's heart without a care you whipped my soul till all parts of me was bleeding the tears i cry only try to cover the pounding of the deeply engraved cuts in my forever wondering soul lost without a hope the mistakes i made no seem like my life depended on the right decision but every time i chose wrong the questions that haunt me now include what did i ever do wrong to you?

They always say life isn't fair
And I've found out that it's true
Cos if life had any conscience
It wouldn't be picking on you

You shouldn't have to go through this
You don't deserve this pain
You've already been through it once
You shouldn't have to again

I know everyone is trying their best
To get you back to full health
But you shouldn't be ill anyway
You always put others before yourself

All your life, you've been so strong
Took all the bad times with a smile
Yet now life's thrown its biggest hook
Knocked you back that extra mile

I know I've said this all before
But you shouldn't have to go through this
I wish I could make you well again
With a healing hug and a kiss

Pain

Like a black fog
This pain blankets me
Invading my very soul
Blinded I no longer see
Like an empty void
Creeping into my heart
So hard to hang on
Movement tears me apart
Trying hard to pretend
With every waking hour
Pain it tortures me
Letting it over power
Erasing normal thoughts
This overwhelming grief
Intensity burns to the core
Death the only release

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