>*my shad0w's the only one that walks beside me. _______

~2Nd FataL iNjUriES~

Fri, 19 Jun 2009 15:22:36 GMT

i dont know what came into me,

i just have to urge to see him to patch with him.

After Work, wHile on the Way hOme,

I pIck uP mY MobIle aNd Msg him.

~Can we Still Be TogetHer agAin? wIlL y0u gIve Us A sEcoNd ChanCe to Make foR foR thE MisTakE?~

As ExpeCteD, he DId Not rePly...

ActUalLy i HaVe AlreAdY eXpeCted ThaT hE wiLl noT rEPly,

BuT StiLl, i WaNteD tO sEnd ThIs Msg.

beCauSe iF i DonT dO iT noW, i Will NoT hAve aNoThEr ChanCe t0 t0k tO hIm AnyMore lE....

bY thE End 0F thIs MonTh he WiLl Be TermInatIng tHis nUmbEr wHich I appLy fOr hiM dE...

aNd thAt wIll MeanS thAt i WiLL nOt bE aBle t0 ConTAct hIm AnyMOre..

EvEryThiNg wIll Ends With A fuLLstOp......

haiz... it;s over lE ...

eVeR SinCe wE BroKE uP, I KepT HoPiNg ThaT hE wIll ComE bAcK tO Me..

bUt Now, My HeaRt DieS....

I nO LongEr HopInG iT le....

i JuST HoPe ThAt He WilL FinD a BetTeR GaL thAn Me ,

WHo KnOWS HoW tO tAke CaRE OF hIm, LovEs Him MOre ThaN i Do...

AS LonG As He IS HaPpy , i Will bE HaPPy.....

NEW LINK

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 09:45:12 GMT

here, i've moved back to blogspot le woh.... but still will be updating here....

so i will be posting same things for both blogs, but more pics will be in blogspot as it is easir to post...

link me ok:

http://eternityofloves.blogspot.com/

thanks!!!

steamboat + clubbing

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 08:28:06 GMT

last nite, went to bugis for steamboat after work...

buttok was veri veri pain, even now is oso pain loh...

but still went for the dinner...

hehe... the food was nice.... but veri expensive...

lol...

however after dinner, we were thinking of where to go...

n daoneh juz randomly sae go arena for a drink as todae is ladies nite n we gget to drink free flow of sex on the beach, etc..

so everyone proceed to clark quay...

we walk round n round to find the arena..

however, when we finally found the place, we had a bad news which is they had a function n we could only go in at 12am..

after asking lots of clubs, pubs, we decided to go ZIRCA.... coz it's free entry for students!!!

of coz we take out our "student pass" and manage to go it loh...hehehe....

hahaa.... out of no where, we just go club after a buffet steamboat dinner...

hmm.... the nite was full of fun.... but one thing spoilt my nite was my outfit... is so ugly....

look more like im going beach loh....

haha... PLUS my buttok so pain... cant reali do much dancing..

hehehe... one thing makes me happy is. at least got two guys wanna to dance with me woh....LOL..

aiya, but still, i feel so irritated by my outfit...hahaha....

btw, dao neh dam good loh.... she can just spend $10 for the whole nite including steamboat, clubbing, drinks, mac n cab loh...

p.s dao neh happy rite...

n hor the drinks there dam exp loh....

yizhen ordered half dozen of sex on the beach n it cause her $48++ loh...

as usual i order my fav which is CHIVAS!!!!

let me show u the pics:

eee..... i dun like diz lah....

go my facebook n see the photo bah...LOL

~my FiRsT LoVe~

Sun, 07 Jun 2009 14:18:06 GMT

dun get it wrong...

hahaha...

todae went to hougang mall with Daoneh to buy my camera...

haha....

really have to thanks daoneh for accompanying me to go buy

Coz i noe Nuts aBt cameras...

i admit that i am a electronic idiot....

even my laptop is oso she go with me go buy de...

it's baby pink colour woh...

Casio Exilim ex-Z2...

i name in First LovE...

Coz, it is my veri first camera...

hahaha....

my laptop is my husband, hp is my boyfriend n camera is my qing fu....

LOL....

husband is to be kept at home but u cant do anything without it....

boyfriend must be with you no matter where u go as it can give u a sense of secure...

and qing fu is only there when u need it.... if not, it juz stay at home and do nth...

now show u pics of my qing fu...

nice hor....hehehe....

shall start taking pics le....

Kbox 040609

Fri, 05 Jun 2009 07:34:35 GMT

ytd went for K session with BBR staff....

hahaha.... alot of funny thing happen....

me, husi, yizhen n cheryl went in at 7pm and we start to sing...

desmond n nagu couldnt find the place n called me...

miscommunication btw us i told him our room number n he tot i tell him the unit number of the place...

after so long, wondering where they are...

they still missing...

so huisi went to find them..

desmond told us that they are somewhr near espirt..

huisi went there but could not find them n called them...

when they come in, huisi told me a funy thing...

the truth is desmond n nagu are near the Espirt POSTER... LOL...

funny rite....

n we found out a veri funny thing is abt WILLIAM...

at first we are wondering why the staffs of KBOX can remb william leh...

then we noe why le..

the reason is:

that nite, william book a big room and sit down there from 10pm to 1am drinking....

LIke a EMO guy... nv sing oso...

william so funny loh.... tat's a best time to sing loh.... he nv....

hahaha....

then that nite i kept pretending i m him tat nite n do those emo acts...LOL

Sing from 7pm till huisi n yizhen went home.... i have to sing alone....

then i sing and sing till anand they all come, i oso sing n sing....LOL...

onli until william come at rd 1am, then i stop for a while... but when they are playing wif dies, i start to sing again...LOL

when i wanna stop, i hav to sing duet wif william...LOL.. ( is SHAN HU HAI WOH) lucky huisi got train wif me, if nt i pai sei loh...LOL...

then wiliiam stop singing n start playing dies with them again.... but he kept losing.... haiyoyoy.... he always lose de loh....

loser have to botooms up rd 1/3 gls of jimbean NEAT loh....

poor uncle william kept drinking.... n kept asking me to help...hahaha...

in order to stop him from disturbing me from singing, i bottoms up for him....

hahaha.... so long nv bottoms up whiskey le.... SO SHIOK...

we order a btl of chivas n absolue in order to wave 8pax cover charge....

but CHIVAS LEH>>>>> i nv drink loh.... coz i cant drink due to my rashes in my hand....

sian loh.... dun care, next time i go, i wanna drink my fav chivas...

hmm.... i realise that desmond is veri good at billiard loh...

the rest of hunks in BBR oso can play veri well loh.... hmmm....

hahahaha..... dam dam long veri play le... so i play like KNS loh....

oh ya, say hoe n nagu got a special skill like me loh... which is FLYING BALLS!!!!

hahaha....

n i found out a big big secret woh.... hahah... cannt sae lah... later he sae i anyhow spread

enough of toking..... pics will tell u more wohz!!!

pics load veri slow.... go my facebook n c bah...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=265660&id=684625127&saved#/album.php?aid=265660&id=684625127&ref=nf

Fri, 22 May 2009 15:00:33 GMT

I HATE CURRENT MANAGEMENT, CURRENT WORKPLACE, CURRENT COLLEAGUE ETC....

I HATE EVERYTHING NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I uses to like this place and enjoy working there, but after rounds and rounds of transfering staffs, our restaurant SUX!!!

i have never feel that way before... ever since our "daddy" S.H left us, our world turn 360degree.. we have to change everything right from the start. we no longer feel happy or proud to work there anymore.. service SUX, bar SUX, chefs SUX, everythings SUX!!

I dun understand why must we change everything everytme a new manager abroad. it's not because we are not doing things well but it's tat we are not doing it in ur way... why cant they put down their armour and feel wat we are like? ANd stop thinking that we are only a buffet restaurant... all we do is clear plates clear plates... i can tell u all this: BBR is never an easy place to work in... i can swear that we are much more tired and have much more work to be done than any other restaurants in RH. if u think that it is so easy to do it, then go ahead n CHALLANGE ME... I DARED YOU!!!

AND I hate YOU, U & YOU. STOP ACTING VERI FRIENDLY TO ME WHEREBY YOU BACKSTAB ME FROM BACK... You are not showing that u r veri great but instead u r telling everyone tat u are a LOSER! A GREAT LOSER!!!! ~~FUCK OFF MAN~~~~~
I AM VERI sick and tired of working there le.... now even i slp, i need to take some pills to help me slp if not i cant slp at all...
when will we stop this torture??

PLS!!LET ME GO~~i cant breathe anymore~~

~CHONG CHU JIANG HU~

Thu, 07 May 2009 06:03:51 GMT

HEHEHEHE.... after so long of retirement....

i have decided to chong chu jiang hu le....

i have decided to go club again and win back the title of CLUBBING QUEEN!!!

in order to prepare myself, i brought a corset online..... dam nice n cheap loh....

Nice hor??? it's onli $29.90 loh....

hehehe.... wanna to rebond my hair again. but coz i have to bun my hair everydae... so for the time being, i will use the straightener i brought online 1st....

until i on leave in aug, then go rebond....

dam cool loh.... it's PINK color and dam cheap too..... is onli $29.00....hahaha.... i'm so excited...

hope the stock can come in earlier...

cant wait for my title to be return to me....

CLUBBING QUEEN~~~~

HR MEMO by HR DIRECTOR: PhoeBe LiM

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 06:32:09 GMT

To all Employees:

Effective January 2010

Dress Code
1. It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a pay raise.
2. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a pay raise.
3. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a pay raise.

Sick Days
We will no longer accept a doctor's certificate as proof of sickness.
If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.

Holiday Days
Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday.

Compassionate Leave
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend to the arrangements.
In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early.

Toilet Use
1. Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the cubicles.
2. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the cubicle door will open, and your picture will be taken.
3. After your second offence, your picture will be posted on the company notice board under the "Chronic Offenders" category.
4. Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sanctioned under the company's mental health policy.

Lunch Break
1. Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more so that they can look healthy.
2. Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.
3. Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast.

Thank you for your loyalty to our company. Remember we are an employer of choice and we are here to provide a positive employment experience.
Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, accusations, contemplations, consternation and input should be directed elsewhere.

Management

~真正的爱~

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 17:49:22 GMT

　　真正的爱，是接受，不是忍受；是支持，不是支配；是慰问，不是质问。

　　真正的爱，要道谢也要道歉；要体贴，也要体谅；要认错，也好改错。

　　真正的爱，不是彼此凝视，而是共同沿着同一方向望去。

　　也许，爱，不是寻找一个完美的人；而是，要学会用完美的眼光，欣赏一个不完美的人。

　　牵了手，就不要，随便说分手。

　　或许，爱就是心甘情愿的付出，甘苦与共的分享。

　　不要等到失去了才知道可贵；不要等到伤害了才来乞求原谅；有些东西失去了永远不会再回来。

　　如果一个人向你表白，无论如何请珍惜他/她对你的爱，即使只能做普通朋友；或许一个人纯真的表白不会再有第二次。

　　因为善良，所以可爱；因为可爱，所以美丽；因为美丽，所以向往；因为向往，所以相爱。

不是因为孤独才相爱，而是要让相爱的不感到孤独。

　　是爱，而不是时间，能够治愈所有的创伤。

　　人的一生，总会有大段的平淡，打断不尽如人意的遭遇，是爱，让我们想到美好，仍然有希望。

　　有爱，你就不会感到艰难是一种负担。

　　珍惜现在拥有的，远远比追求还没有的更重要。

WORST MCs i have

Tue, 14 Apr 2009 05:04:40 GMT

yes.... i am sick for the past few daes....

at 1st is only fever and body ache...

after tat, got throat infection, sore eyes, cough n fu....

went to the 1st doc and doc ask me is 3daes MC enough....

i was like shock i sae 2daes enough le...

although doc sae go home rest but i still work on tat dae, coz it was my last dae in bar....

dun noe when will be another chance to go in le....

then two daes later, went to see doc... coz cant tok.... no voice at all...

and surprising the doc tell me sae " ok, u really need alot of rest.... i'm going to give you 3days MCs...."

hahaha....nw MCs like free de loh.... but in the end i sae 2daes enough le....

so my total of 4daes MC turn out to be one day work, one day fall on my off day and 2 is onli valid...lol...

BUT... i eat the medicine like sweet loh.... look at the amount of medicine i have to eat...

Thu, 02 Apr 2009 14:20:26 GMT

i'm sick and tired of that old man le... he kept sabotaging us loh...

always say things which we never do....

he is always right...

i start to hate him already...

he is getting more n more like her...

in front of u treat u dam good....

behind of u call u names, say u did this that....

i had enough already...

this is the stock i carry todae!!! ...

nono, shld say almost everytime i have to carry these amt of stocks!!!
(THIS IS ONLY ONE SIDE OF THE TOLLERY.... ANOTHER SIDE FORGET TO TAKE...)
another side is 2ctn of fiji 12btlx100ml, 1ctn of beau mayne red wine 10btlx750ml, another ctn of taittinger rose.....

have to carry it from beverage store to my tollery, then pushed to BBR, then from tollery put on bar top then transfer to dumpwaiter...

send it down to basement n frm there carried it to walk in chiller and have to open the boxes one by one put in the rag...

after all these, i am half dead already!!!!!!

HELP!!!!

i m dam dam DISAPPOINTED with the OLD MAN>>>>

~a SaD L0vE sT0rY~

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 09:11:12 GMT

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)

Girl: Slow down. Im scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)

Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

when i first saw this video, i cried...

i really envy the girl... she has a guy who are willing to give up his life for her...

i dun expect him to give up his life for me, but i just hope that he will love me wholeheartedly ....

will be able to find him again~~~~

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 08:57:24 GMT

BORING~~~

TAIWAN TRIP

Tue, 17 Mar 2009 07:02:09 GMT

I've been back from 4daes le....

too lazy to post wat happen. but will let photos sae everything when i post up when i got the photo frm Ling....

hahahhaa.....

brought a few of taiwan chocolate from taiwan....

hehehe.... so happy.....

i would like to thanks two person who made my trip a wonderful ones.... they really make me forget all the unhappiness i have these mths.... thanks ling and YY.... LOL>>> kk.... i noe le... thanks huisi and michelle...

PRE-TAiWAN TRip

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 15:11:36 GMT

wahaha.... yes.... i'm flying to TPE soon....

Flying on the 3rd of MAr....

will be going wif 2 best girlfrenz... too bad another one couldnt go due to $$$$$$.. haha...

nvm, D, next time we go together ok...

haha...

we have cracked our brain to think of the trip le... and diz will be the draft itinerary:

Itinerary

DAY 1: 04 MAR 09

ETA AIRPORT : 6pm

- Landed in Taoyuan tem 1

- Apply youth card at Taoyuan airport

ETD from Airport to Hotel(hsingchu): 7pm

Transportation: Taiwan high speed rail

- We plan to take the Taiwan high speed rail to hsingchu and stay the night there.

ETA hotel(NAME?): 8pm

- Check in hotel

- That night we will just walk ard the hotel area or rot in the hotel.

DAY 2: 05 MAR 09

Targeted areas cover: Hsingchu

DAY 3: 06 MAR 09

Check out hotel: 10am

ETD from HSINGCHU to ILAN: 10.30am

Transportation: UNKNOWN

Targeted area cover: ilan

We probably not staying overnight in ilan as there are not much places to go or rather no where to visit.

ETD FROM ILAN TO HUALIAN: 6pm

ETA HUALIAN: 6.30pm

CHECK IN HOTEL(hotel?): 7-7.30pm

- We will walk around the night market in hualian and leave the rest to the next morning.

DAY 4: 07 MAR 09

We will travel around hualian. But attraction currently is UNKNOWN. After that, we will travel to Taipei.

Check out hotel: 4.30pm

ETD FROM HUALIAN to TAIPEI: 5pm

Transportation: UNKNOWN

ETA TAIPEI: 5.30pm

CHECK IN HOTEL(hotel?): 6pm

- We will start off our 1^st night to night market and eat our dinner there

- Then proceed to the lover’s bridge and enjoy the breeze there.

- After that proceed back to hotel and start our chatter boxing session.

DAY 5: 08 MAR 09

We will probably wake up at 9am and start our journey in Taipei.

DAY 6: 09 MAR 09

ATTRACTIONS IN TAIPEI

- Taipei 101 (sightseeing)

- Shiling ye shi (night market)

- Xi men ding (orchard road/Taiwan giidies)

- Fisherman wharf (sightseeing)

- Zhong zheng ji lian tang (sightseeing)

- Tang shui lao jie (tie dan/Taiwan goodies)

- Wu feng pu (budget clothes/flea market)

- Tofu jie

- Jiu fen (food)

- Yang ming shan (wan quan)

- Martyr’s shrine (guard changing ceremony)

· Check out the time

- Sun yat sun memorial hall

- Bei tou wen quan

- Lover’s bridge (night sight seeing)

- National Place musem

- Sogo shopping centre

- New York new York Shopping centre

DAY 7: 10 MAR 09

CHECK OUT HOTEL: 12PM

- Hotel standard check out time is 12pm if not we will have to pay for another night.

- We will do our last minute shopping.

ETD FRM XXX TO AIRPORT: 3PM

ETA AIRPORT: 4PM

- Taoyuan Tem 1

ETD FRM TPE to SIN: 6.25PM

- Changi tem 1

ETA SIN: 11.05PM

- HOME SWEET HOME

HEHEHE..... anyone wans to provide me with any ideas? pls help me. coz till now we haven book hotel yet....Any recommandations?

HaPpY BiRtHdAy SiS

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 12:53:34 GMT

tml will be my sis's birthday! i THINK THINK and THINK hor still dun noe wat to buy for her. coz she has everything already. so i decided to buy a book for her...it's call "tips for girls". it is about all the tips that will help u to handle any emergency like zip got stuck and beauty tips like using strawberry to whiten ur teeth etc. is kind of interesting book. i hand make a birthday card for her. and photos will tells:

Dear Sis,

i wish u a happy birthday. i knew that i have been making u very sad ever since we are back from shanghai. but pls believe me, i m trying very hard to find the old zhen u used to have. but i need more time. it's not that enough for me to forget him. i am trying my best to do it. hope you will enjoy ur big day and dun be sad with me, coz i dun worth it. i'm not sure if u can see this post but i do not have the courage to tell you face to face. give me more time and she will come back to you soon....

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY! yEO HUi Si

Sat, 24 Jan 2009 12:34:18 GMT

yeah.... it's another birthday... another 4hrs it will be Hui Si's 22nd Birthday woh!!! but cant celebrate with her COZ it is CNY eve....
so saD rite.. but nvm,,,, we r planning to give her a surprise on chu1 san1. . . . hope she will like this... it was created by Ms DoRis & MyseLF....

Guess what is this?????

NOPE!!! it's not ear rings or neckacles.... it is the hoop and string to tIE the board.... hahaha......

NATALIE YEO HUI SI,

HAPPY EARLY 22ND BIRTHDAY WOH!!!!

MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE....

21ST BIRTHDAY

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 04:10:34 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...., HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Happy 21st BIrthday !!!!!

yes, today is my 21st birthday, but not planning any chalet or celebrations due to some reasons.

this year birthday will be kind of cold....

sorry pals, no good food, no fun for u guys to celebrate this special day with me.

Receive a key pednant from my sis who is currently in Shanghai and my bro who 1st time gave me b'day present.

but my original gold chain broke two days ago, so cant wear it nw. going to repair it later.

tonite going for early dinner wif family coz daddy is going to work after dinner.

thanks to those who wishes me.... send u my DEEPEST ThANKS!!!!

my MVP vALenTinE.....

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 07:31:10 GMT

SUddenly i Hav tHe UrGe to watch this show. PartLy Because oF hIm. tat time he wanted to watch it.. i tried

very hard to find vcd for him. but i cant find it until now. but it's too late now. but i continue to watch it. in the

show, xiao xi was forced to break up with someone she loves alot. just because cheng feng have to take

responsible for what he have done. Ming Ming Hen Ai him, but in order to let him play his fav basketball she
have no choice but to let him go, besides this, angel kept coming into the two of them and wanna to break

them up by acting pity.

while watching the scene when they broke up, my heart sank. my heart felt painful and my tears start

rolling again. why cant two person be together happliy without any third party. why must third party came in

and destroy the happiness. i hate tat.

Even when she Lost Cheng Feng, she still have Prince to lend her his shoulder to lean on, to cheer her up

to be with her whenever she's down. but me, i've left with nothing. NONE!!! I HATE ANGEL...

I HATE THIRD PARTY!!! THEY ARE ALL BITCH!!! FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!

I HOPE ALL THESE BITCHES KANNA GROUP RAPE THEN MURDER..

i dont understand why. But I've realise something. I Love him too much to realise that he is in love with

someone else. He laid my heart and soul right in his hands... he stole my every dream and crushed my

plans. AT First, we are friends or rather colleague who dont talk much, then we are lovers, but now we act

as if we dont know each other. why must we ended up like this. i sad because i love you, but i have to let

you go, give up on you, give up my love for you, give up my dreams to be with you.

many people asked me, why do you still think of him, so loves him... but to me now, it's much more easier

to say i dont like him anymore than to explain all the reasons why i still do. He Wrecked me from the inside

out, he broke my heart. i want to know what i did wrong and i have think about it but still cant see what i did.

I just hope u will take a wild stab in the dark and you'll soon realize I LOVE YOU. But cant you see you are

breaking my heart? do you know how hurt it is?

ALL I EVER WANTED FROM YOU IS YOUR LOVE, BUT ALL YOU EVER GAVE ME WAS HEARTBREAK..

HappY BirtHdAy "Dear Dear".....

Thu, 11 Dec 2008 12:25:01 GMT

today is his birthday, but i wasnt there to celebrate with him....

i miss him...

few days ago, he stabbed me thru my heart agin...

once again, he told me he dun love my anymore....

he left me for that girl...

i just hope that image of him will disappear in front of me....

i dun wan to suffer all these anymore...

i cant breath anymore...

working at bbr makes me cant breath too...

especially ZH. She's too much already...

just because that day i shouted at her....

she banned me from working in bar and keep pin pointing on me...

working without her ard these few days makes me feel relax....

enjoy working night shift with Mr ZN. ..

although we suffer the first nite due to shortage of staffs, but we two survive....

sometimes i wonder, why is Mr ZN n Ms BY position lower than R and ZH when they can do much better than them?

Is it juz because they can handle complaint guests?

Celebrity Collage by MyHeritage

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 04:16:05 GMT

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Free family tree - Free family history

Thu, 23 Oct 2008 16:23:35 GMT

God is being unfair to me....

I'm trying hard to stand up....

but my heart keep pulling me down.....

Sometimes, i feel that i am very CHEAP...

he dont loves me anymore, but i keep thinking he will return to me....

why am i so cheap??? why??!?!?

WOrk stress and tiredness make me lost the passion in it...

I am no longer who i am.....

I just a walking zombie with no hope...

i feel so lonely... so lonely....

Fri, 29 Aug 2008 07:18:31 GMT

i'm here still waiting for you...

u're there carry on with your life...

i'm here holding my tears...

u're there holding your silence...

i'm here missing you...

u're there missing someone else...

do you know how much i love you

do you know how much i suffer

do you know i depressed i m

Pls stop these....

let me forget you...

let me lost my memory and i wun be there crying alone....

or

come back to me fast

i need you

i need your hugs and concern

pls....

STOP ALL THESE....

LET ME GO or PULL ME BACK....

TAN KOK SIONG, ARE YOU LISTENING OR LOOKING?

Sat, 26 Jul 2008 07:01:40 GMT

No matter how hurt it is, he will still remains in one of the small corner of your heart. he will remains there even if you have found a new love.

most people around me told me to throw away everythings that is related to him.

but i did not.

it's not because i cant bear it, or i wanted him to come back.

yes, i admitted that i still hope that he will come back to me.

but i do not feel that hurt anymore.

last time, i used to think that he is just joking or wanted to give me a surprise.

but after so long of breaking up, i finally accepted the fact. he is gone... he really leave me....

i dont blame him, nor blame myself anymore.

Cinderella Story has come to An-End.

Someone told me to close this blog and start anew.

but i wun do that.... Not because i Dont want to forget him, but doris n Stacey told me something which makes me wake up.

~Make ur past into a part of ur story of ur life.

You can dun forget it.

But keep it deep inside ur heart as a story of ur life and carry on wif ur new story of ur life.

We will be waiting for u to overcome this

n carry on wif a new story.~

*You Can ContinUe To wAit foR hIm, But wHen a BetteR PrInCe AppeaR, Go f0r It*

Cinderella has Overcome the most painful part.....

Now is the time to Adapt to live without Prince around.

As for Cinderella Story, it will be part of my daily doses.

i cant force myself to forget him or to give up everything.

I will Use it to company me everyday.

I will work hArd to build My Career..

WhiLe waiting For him to return one day.

If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before.

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you I wouldn't love you. If I didn't love you I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I will.

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you, my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you.

Forget who hurt you yesterday, But don't forget who loves you tenderly today.

Love can make you happy but often times it hurts, but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

I hate to see the one I love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me...

I had a dream and it was about you ... I smiled and recalled the memories we had ... then I noticed a tear fell from my eyes ... you know why? Coz in my dream you kissed me and said goodbye ...

~T.K.S, wHy U wAnt t0 LeaVe Me? wHat HaveE i Done wR0nG? aM i nT d0inG eNouGh?~

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 07:40:42 GMT

(A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on a motorcycle)

Girl: Slow
down. Im scared.

Guy: No this is fun.

Girl: No its not. Please, its to scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. (Girl hugs him)

Guy: Can u take my helmet off and put it on? Its bugging me.

In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on the motorcycle, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him, felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so she would live even though it meant he would die.

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Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?

A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back, I Know Because I've Tried. Neither Would A Million Tears, I Know Because I've Cried.

Forget The Times You Walked By, Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry, Forget The Time You Held My Hand, Forget The Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend

When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have

How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?

My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You

As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.

Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.

Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them

I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever.

I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.

You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone.

The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you.

The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...

How do you heal a broken heart? I have no idea where to start because everything I do reminds me of you.

Have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you and you can never have them?

As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. . . Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. . . I didn't want to believe that you ever did You walk by me everyday and say hello. Everyday you take time out to listen to me. You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me, and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too, but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you because I love you and you are only a friend.

There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more ...